So I reread all my old posts and I realized how out of control I've let myself become. I'm almost back up to the heaviest I've ever been in my life. I am currently 168. I've been on a non-stop two day binge. So as of this moment I am going to get my act together and get my weight back down. In my dream world I'd be in the 120s, but my goal for now is to get under 150. Lets see how close I can get in the next month!
I'm disgusting, and I feel disgusting. When I feel and look as fat as I am I have little desire to do anything or see anyone because it is so embarassing. So its time to stop being embarrassed and get my butt into shape. And lose all this weight I've gained in the last year.
Here we go! And I'm excited to be back on this journey to thinness! <3
I'm disgusting, and I feel disgusting. When I feel and look as fat as I am I have little desire to do anything or see anyone because it is so embarassing. So its time to stop being embarrassed and get my butt into shape. And lose all this weight I've gained in the last year.
Here we go! And I'm excited to be back on this journey to thinness! <3
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