Its not fair. It takes days of pain and suffering to lose those few pounds and only 1 day to gain it all back. After a week of eating under 500 a day I was finally down to 152. Binged yesterday. 156.8 today. KILL ME NOW.
Is that even scientifically possible?! I know I did not eat 5x3500 = 17500 calories. I probably ate like 3000. Even then, thats should be like what...a pound?
I hate myself. I hate my fat stomach. My jiggly, squishy thighs. My round butt. People say I look like a Barbie. Well I definitely don't have a Barbie body. Barbie doesn't come in size HUGE.
Here's the plan....water and maybe a little bit of juice all day. And if in the evening I'm going crazy then fruits and veggies. Lets pray that I don't spiral into a binge again.
Pray for me! Stay strong <3
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