So I was down to 148 last Friday, weekend = binge, up to 153, back in control, down to 149 again. Need to be lower.
I'm going home on Monday afternoon, I want to be 146 by then. And 145 by Thanksgiving (one week from today) then maybe I won't feel guilty about a one day binge...but I know I will regardless. Maybe by then I'll have enough control I won't even want to binge. A girl can dream right?
This week has sucked. I got up yesterday morning at 6:30 for spin class and didn't go to sleep until 11 am today! I was grading until 7:30 this morning. I hate teaching. I think I'm going to try and get into design school. I need to be thinner for that. Who wants be buy clothes from a fat person?
I'm going home on Monday afternoon, I want to be 146 by then. And 145 by Thanksgiving (one week from today) then maybe I won't feel guilty about a one day binge...but I know I will regardless. Maybe by then I'll have enough control I won't even want to binge. A girl can dream right?
This week has sucked. I got up yesterday morning at 6:30 for spin class and didn't go to sleep until 11 am today! I was grading until 7:30 this morning. I hate teaching. I think I'm going to try and get into design school. I need to be thinner for that. Who wants be buy clothes from a fat person?
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