Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Day 2 is always the hardest

Day 2 is always the hardest for me, it's the day that my hunger from the day before carries over a little bit, it's the day that I begin to look up recipes of all the things I want to eat, and really obsess over  food. But I'm trying to stay strong! I finally just closed my tab open to Pinterest and brushed my teeth to stop me from eating anything else. Even though, mentally, today had been a struggle, I've done pretty well.

Today's weight: 164 pounds

So I'm down 2 from yesterday! I just hope it'll continue like this....

Food:

Diet Hot Chocolate = 25 calories
Instant Chicken Noodle Soup = 80 calories
Zone Perfect Protein Bar = 190 calories
2 Lindt Truffles = 140 calories
3 Crystal Light packets = 15 calories
1 cup beef broth = 10 calories

TOTAL: 460 calories

I'm relearning to love the empty feeling, to embrace the hunger. I love that I am back in control, my will is stronger than my natural and disgusting instincts to consume. I don't need it, because I am stronger than all of it.

Thinspo:

Kendall Jenner

Ugh, love those hip bones

Badgley mischka

Katie Cassidy (totally obsessed with her legs)

Story of my life

My new motto (Oh my goodness, that waist! <3)

Perfect.

Legs!





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