So this is my first post on here...I've just been feeling super self-concious about myself and how I look lately but my self control is absolutely shot. I need as much support as possible to get my butt back into shape.
So earlier this week I went rock climbing with a friend and just being at the gym with her made me realize how huge I've become. I always tall and skinny when I was in HS but in the last year I've put on 20 pounds. I didn't even think that was possible. Ten from birth control and ten from college. I've gotten up to 170 pounds, (currently 164). That is [170] the most I've ever weighed in my entire life.
I have all these pairs of size 2 and 4 pants that I can't wear. And even though I just bought a bunch of size 6 pants those have all gotten too small too just in the last few months. It makes me want to cry, its one of the reasons I never wear jeans...because they are too small and I fee like they emphasize my fat thighs and hips. I want to be running so bad but unfortunately I strained my IT band and can't run. Even the gym sometimes hurts my leg.
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