Saturday, June 4, 2011

That can't be right.

So I'm not sure what to think. I stepped on the scale this morning, preparing to be horrified by the number, only to see that my weight was at 156.4.... I lost 2 pounds since yesterday??

That doesn't makes sense. I have 2 theories: 1) The diarrhea made me lose a lot of water weight. 2) I hadn't pooped in like 2 days so eating all the junk made me sick, gave me diarrhea, and I pooped everything out. Either way I think I might be heavier tomorrow.
-Sorry to sound gross/blunt or whatever but thats my thoughts.

Today I wasn't going to eat...But I barely woke up before I ate! UGHH, I want my self control back...this is what sucks about weekends. I have all this empty time to EAT. So I ate grapes (at like 11), 2 bowls of cereal, and cookie dough (around 3).And after that, I felt so disgusted with myself. You'd think I would've stopped... BUT NO! Then I ate pizza (A LOT OF PIZZA)and even more cookie dough. I want to die. I look like i have a bowling ball in my stomach, I wish I could just hide in the house tomorrow but I have to go to church. I feel like everyone will judge me because I look fat.

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